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Friday, 19 October 2012

dugaan(2)

raudah oh raudah..

im closing the story,without came up with something...even a thing.

deeply..inside..at d bottom my heart,im hiding my pain.how much it is?how serious it is?
ahahaha...mn haku nk tau..
the feeling is like u juz grab a smile from a person.im grabbing a smile k..the smile that i used to see on her face..aahaahahhaha...ting tong...ting tong...

ok,tu cm telemovies y aku tgk kt youtube..aahahaha...so,next week is my mid sem break..thanx a lot god u give me some time to relax...after break ad test..so many test...
yeah,memg x raya..<y pntg mst asek mkn daging je>....


i promise for the sake of allah.my mom n dad..after diz i will catch up every single thing y ak dh left behind..

for who owez b my side,deeply tq..u olz encourage me..evn im not deserve for dat..wiiiiiiiiiiiii...dessert?secret recipe??
sy ok je org nk mrh tnpe reason kt sy..sy ok je..whtever n whoever...i ve to face it...
give me ur strength,ur confident,ur bless...

END OF STORY!!!INSYALLAH...LET IT BE PLSSSSSSS...
eheheh

p/s:getting offffff.....getting offff....

Wednesday, 3 October 2012

dugaan...

raudah oh raudah..

erm..assalamualaikum...<siewwfit..>

erm...nk ckp pe eh kali nih...
for 4week y dh berlangsung ni evrything seem b ok..and i thought everything will be ok..after dat..
why???ak bz ngn kje...FYP..assgment..n skrg xprint lg note2 sume....
BILA MAU PRINT OIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII..................ahaahah...

n actually diz sem im feel so lost..so lose..so damn....im not sure what it is all about.mayb too much thinking about FYP..
yela..ko xgeti java sgt..n skrg ko nk develop an application for android...woo...gempak x gempak...ahahahah
n i got the main modul among 3 modul tuh..i ve to develop a calculator to calculate subnetting.wiii...sape sy nih??mpu kah saye??
n plus,im a group manager...<woow...gle la ko...>memg ak gle la ble offer kn diri sndri pasl tuh..


now,s a leader...the most important thing i ve to manage is COMMUNICATION...communicate antare due org or lebeyh..<xkn nk bercakap sorg2 lak..>
communication ni tuk ape??
  1. tok monitor or arah kn mber2 bwh kte ape y perlu buat
  2. tok berbincang if ad masalah
  3. dok berborak
  4. tok meeting..
tu je ke??byk lg kot..ahahah...yess..sy memg xmpu sebenarnyer coz i ve no couragement untuk mengarah kan mber2 ak tok wt tu ke..tok wt ni ke..memg ak xtau..n alhamdulillah i ve mber2 that can manage it for me.<tqqq all>....
i ve so many weaknesses..
  • xpunctual
ye,sy memg sush nk dtg on time.sy memg sk dtg lmbt..why??it is because i dun know wht actually we are going to do..i ve no resource..no references for wht exactly we are doing.sy xmu dtg for nothing.dtg tok tunjuk muke...dats not my way...

  • susah nk g diskussion
memg la sy susah nk g diskusi...why??for example..i ve date..i go for the date..or i ve planned to go out..to release my tensen..<im a human being..sy pn rs tensen even xtunjuk.> suddnely u said ad diskusi...s i ve promised to som1..s i ve make up my mind to release tensen,but i ve to go for diskusi which can make me more tensen...or mayb i cant manage to go there..coz blik lewat..

  • cpt tensen
some people memg leh cpt tensen.dun push me so hard..i cant manage it..ble sy dh tensen,evrything will be ruin.im ruining myself..silently,deeply...
  • lost gak sometimes
sometimes sy xtau ap y awk nk sbenarnyer..ehehehe...tbe2 kne wt tuh..tbe2 kne hantr tuh...eeee.ape kah..ehehe..sory..

pls fren..im afraid of people who talked about me.if i ve made a mistake,meh tegur elok2..meh gtau terus kt sy.sy xmu kte ni menceritekan masalah dlam group ke org len..plsss...

erm,ak xmu org wt persepsi bodo kt aku...

p/s:tq..rndu kt mak..wiiiii