cam dh lame xupdate ape2 nih....anyway a bit busy wit kilija...wi,saye ade banyak kilija...im thinking..thinking so much but can not apply.im being judge b4 done the invertigate...<mak aish...bongok nye melalot>
wose people saids "hanya bila ALLAH ingin nyata kan cinta,di dtg kn kte dgn bermacam2 dugaan.." i feel it n it make me feel like so lost...something that i left it faaarrr behind"
but thats not my way to blame 100% to other..im juz wanna say dat buruk semua dtg dari saye...<i admit that..>
blaming myself doesnt mean there nothing at ur side baby..<eheheh...>im blaming myself because i wont be judge THERE...judge because of small thing..everyday,im owez thinking .."what i ve done today.so much bad things than good things"...
tp alhamdulillah because burk baik semua nyer aku belaja something...aku belaja everyday....juz terpulang kat aku sm ada nk amek iktibar or igt kt bnde tuh semua..
haaaa....npk x...ahahah...im a person y akan lupe kan bnde2 y buruk jd kt diri aku...ahahaha...<sweet x....?>
tu silap nyer kot...y aku tau konon nk amek positive kt semua bnd.even org kutuk aku...aku juz take it and blam "its my false..klu x xkn org xpuas ht ngn aku..kn?"....mayb x totally im right but there still wrong there...
aku bukan some1 y baik sgt pn...i can not change people by talking something nonsence.so juz keep quite..n muhasabah diri..bg aku tu je mpu aku wat n terbaik than tensen..<even syp pn actually im feel pain inside...very deep inside>....wiii...u can look down on me...but dun cross the line coz if u saying that u hate <or something bad..>remember,allah xpernah memandang or memblas keburukan pada org y dibenci...tp pada org y membenci...
seriously 'people',evry single bad tu done to me...i never take it as serious...
i can forgive everthing..but i juz can not forget...
p/s:kte jg aib org,allah jg aib kte...
